- 9 Dec, 2018
Ostomy and Crohn's Dating in Boise, Idaho - NewBeautyofMe
- Boise, Idaho, United States
- Body type:
- 5' 2"
- Dark brown
- Caucasian (white)
- Cooking, Dancing, Family, Gardening, Listening to music, Movies, Photography
- In my own words:
The Knight of my dreams is a man who loves unconditionally & selflessly. He's full of honor, integrity, has a sense of loyalty, privacy, kindness, compassion, conciderate, humor, happiness, and he likes to smile. He's confident with who he is and has his future and himself figured out. He knows how to treat a lady, and has family values. If you're confident you know how to love without conditions, freely, and understands how much happier, easier, & blissful that type of love is then we could connect on another level. If you're truly ready to embrace love, you're more than welcome to send me your interest. I desire a wonderful man who's not perfect, but is amazing as he is. Seeking a man who already possess these things as it comes natural to him. The man I chose to live life with is a man I'm my best self with.
If you or anyone you know suffers from mesh complications please reach out to me. I'm unable to be a paid member at this time and it may take me a while to be able to respond. I'm fighting now to have mesh removed from my body as it's destroying me. The pain is horrific and the complications and suffering it causes me is just too much. Yet I'm forced to endure it. I also have an ileostomy. Would very much like to make friends here with people who have an idea what I'm going through. It's hard to talk to people who just don't understand. It would be nice to talk about medical things you can't talk to anyone else about really.... with someone who knows the struggle. This song helped me in times I felt like giving up, perhaps it'll bring you a little more soul strength if you're in a sad place. NEVER LET GO by Bryan Adams from the Guardian soundtrack. The best help I can give anyone is to say to you to believe in yourself, discover your true self, let the worries go, and be happy. Perhaps read the laws of attraction, and watch youtube videos about it from speakers like Abraham Hicks. Heal yourself as much as you can within your own mind. There is more strength in you than you know.
Very few individuals know I'm an empath, and so much more.... so I do guard myself against negative energies even more now than before. I'm fiercely protective of those I love. I despise suffering and those type of people who are hell bent on making someone's life miserable for their own gain. Usually I say it like it is. I thrive and am my best self when im happy and express laughter, in peaceful and beautiful environments. Im a freedom seeker/thinker, so I don't like a lot of restrictions placed on me from society, religions, mind control, and insecure men who want ownership, control, and expectations to limit me due to their own fears. It's not welcome in my life and I run fast from it. Warmth in the home, homecooked meals, deep caring for one another, and an easy going atmosphere is what's usual behind my doors. As nothing is perfect, I like room for mistakes. For more insight google: 15 things to remember if you love an empath! Theres also,10 things to know if you love an empath (or) 8 things you need to know about loving an empath. Lmao, I'm like a gremlin that comes with instructions.
Things I enjoy doing are; photograpy, reading especially if it is about true stories of WWII, and the power of the Universe. I enjoy sketching and being artistic. I enjoy making beautiful flower gardens in the summers. Im inquisitive, curious, have a vivid imagination, and what I most love to do is write. Like to do things spur of the moment at times. Im romantic at heart, a bit old fashioned, and passionate. Adventure is always fun but I do love being home. I'm playful, sarcastic, pretty easy going. Love the beauty and power of sunsets. I trust vibes, gut feelings, intuition, and instinct over words. There's many things I enjoy doing and wish to accomplish one day. Once I rise above this medical mess my wings are taking flight. My medical situation has slowed me down a lot so I mostly stay home. However I'm going to work on getting out just a little more, and get back into the swing of things.
Im seeking a man who likes to cuddle, is protective, good to his word, and extremely loving. I'm not looking for a man who's just like me. I enjoy our differences. Don't expect me to fall in love over the internet, only in person after I get to know you. I don't let my true self shine at first as I move cautiously until I feel comfortable and believe in you.... Then, you'll see me shine and discover many more secrets about me and the way I view the world. If I seem cold it's because I either sense a danger, control, or rudeness. Am often misunderstood and have a calmness about me even when it seems to be a disasterous situation. Seems to some I'm quite an enigma. Best of luck to all of you on your life's journey.