JUS VENTING CAN YOU

Lately I have been trying to figure out my place in life...

Its like I live a double life maybe even triple helll.... u can't let this group of people know of your differences you struggle with because they will treat you like an alien.... so pretend you're jus as strong as them

Then on the other side you can't be to independent and happy because you will label as over doing it or XXTRA... because no one is that happy to have a shit bag ....

Well I'm jus happy to be alive.... im glad to be able to jus enjoy my kids and grandchildren and mend broken bridges.... breathe enjoy life ups and downs... understand me . ...

yes I'm very lonely because I want the right person to come in my life soooo I'm not rushing into relationships anymore and accept jus living me....

now I'm jus trying to help those thats like me jus so they can see the blessing not the curse of having a colostomy